Xmas 2013

Its gonna be a very diff xmas this year. No bf. Dont really feel like going out either. Just wanna sleep in, read and climb. Moving on.

Girls nights out

Today was awesome. Went out.with val and liling to Ikea. Had alot of fun with them. I love them to bits. Liling gave me my first xmas card for the year. Actually usually no one gives me anything except my bf last time. I dont even get to ask any of my friends out becos out of habit caused by him. And he hogs all of them. Sucks.

Common friends

It's hard when we have alot of common friends. Becos he'll influence and hog all of them till u have nothing left. It sucks. But I gotta be strong. I still have my girls and cat.

It's over

It's been one week since the break and honestly I really Do feel happier. I feel relaxed and relieved that I dont have to give a fuck about alot if things. My life will definitely change. Things will be better.

Now it's time to close this chapter and move on. I hope he'll move on too and stop saying things like he's living for us and that he's suicidal.

I want to be free. No more.burden and baggage.

Wow. I havent been single in the longest time. Strange yet happy. Hahaha.